Pop quiz hotshot.....what do you do.

Is this really 

What it's all about

You live you learn

You scream then shout

That once I loved 

And now I hate

I want to forgive

But it's not my fate

I grit my teeth 

To gain composure

I try to talk 

To achieve some closure

But no response

Is what I get

I pay the phone

So why should I let

Another person

Disrespect 

The guy who's there

With no neglect

When I left

To help my dad

I took my clothes 

And what I had

Then separation 

Is what I heard

Not from her 

But a little bird

True it was

But I found no papers

A mystery to me

A tv caper

But I continue to pay 

All the bills

To help her out 

With what she wills

The phone I said 

The car tha rent

And when it's done

My money is spent

But I continue

With out a gripe

The debit card 

Continues to swipe

I feel it's right

To do this thing

It doesn't matter 

That I wear no ring

She had my boys

Jordan and Ryan

But with this news

My heart keeps dying

A series of texts

Found on a phone

Where she asks

Are you alone

I'm coming over

I'll be right there

What about Mark? 

Oh I don't care

I hate his ass

And you do too

Don't deny it

And I want you

So when I see

All of these words

My heart it leaves 

Like a flock of birds

Darting off 

Here and there

Never to return

Life isn't fair

Now don't believe 

I've done no wrong

But compared to her 

It's not that strong

A simple flirt

A risqué' word

An innuendo

Something unheard

But never meet

Or never see

Never together

Never to be

Yet she went over

 and he did too

And neither one 

Cared about you

So no contrition

No regret

No I'm sorry

Please don't leave yet

It was a shut door

And a cut phone

And a sudden feeling

That I'm all alone....