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I awoke one day
To find my place
In my life
Had gained a space
A hole once not
A spot once filled
But something came
Along and killed
The trust once there
The love once growing
Now it's empty
And all that's showing
Is the worn out grooves
Where it once had sat
This thing you can't
Label this or that
Because it was
Your very life
You fought real hard
To keep your wife
You forgave the things
Some said do not
You took the arrows
And slings they shot
You took the times
She called you names
But they dug in deep
And played head games
Like you aren't enough
You ain't what you think
And don't come near me
Your breath it stinks
That was the easy
Stuff to take
But the secrets and lies
You couldn't shake
You found out late
Like two years after
But she wouldn't talk
And you heard the laughter
They said let it go
It's in the past
But it's in your mind
And there it lasts
It's not some feeling
You just let go
You hurt so bad
And you want to know
Why she did it
When she knew before
That this will tear you
At your deepest core
You made it through
That time intact
Just on the outside
When inside was racked
With doubts of self
And am I bad
To the point I could lose
All that I had
And why this fellow
Why this guy
Why did she pick
Please tell me why
25 years
Not all so good
But I stuck it out
Just like I should
She said she loved me
She said she cared
She said our children
Was what we shared
We had this dream
Hers not quite mine
But we lived with the other
Things seemed just fine
But she left you quick
Because of this app called book
She didn't like
The girls you'd look
And make your friend
And talk too much
But you never would meet
You never would touch
You did these things
Because down the hall
Was a wife with hate
And she gave you all
She said you were stupid
She said you were wrong
She talked to you down
Always this song
So you turned to a place
Where some called you smart
You said "this is different"
And that was a start.
Meanwhile the rejections
At home did proceed
You had no clue
And your heart did bleed
She left you when
You left to be
A son to your father
No regrets you would see
And you got along great
As you helped out your dad
You wondered why your marriage
Turned out so so bad
But single you were
And a dad you remained
So you did all you could
With each dollar you gained
Then one day a person
Comes by with a gift
As you reached for it you thought
Could this cause a rift?
It revealed a sad secret
The betrayal was big
And the grave was much deeper
Than one person could dig
It was your wife and a man
You knew once before
And that tells you he's special
As he walked through your door
No match for the man
Who once stole your wife
And he did it again
And it crushes your life
You must let it go
The bridge you must burn
No counseling no friends
Will say it's her turn
She had it before
And blamed it on stress
And you know it is true
Because it couldn't be less
But the words she did share
When the act did come true
Was don't take it personal
I never meant to hurt you
But you did
Don't you see
You did it a lot
The hurt was on me
You ruined us so easy
You tore us apart
If you are friends with my Girl
And you can see the start
Tell her to call
Don't ignore me please talk
We can do it right here
We can just take a walk
But no was the answer
And the police got a call
Why did you do this
Why make me fall
It's ironed out now today
It's better to forgive
You can't burn with hate
It's no way to live
So a history you have
Years stacked upon years
And laughs don't forget
They are found between tears.
It's not all so bad
And our spirits are stronger
And we hurt each other no more
We will do that no longer
We've grown and it's deep
Complicated is life
She is always my friend
Wether or not she's my wife.
